hi.

Be wild, die young and have fun. Who are you, did you lived your darkness fantasies, did you...

Wed, 10 Apr 2013 21:37:54 -0400

Be wild, die young and have fun.

Who are you, did you lived your darkness fantasies, did you created a world for yourself where you can experiment them. I did, and I am fucking crazy… But I’m free

Fuck off

Wed, 06 Mar 2013 23:03:04 -0500

Fuck off

Please, anyone. I need help, I feel like dying.. I can’t stand. I can’t tell anyone;...

Sun, 10 Feb 2013 00:05:08 -0500

Please, anyone. I need help, I feel like dying.. I can’t stand. I can’t tell anyone; theres no one I can trust. So please, if you see this, please, I don’t know what is fucking wrong with me, but don’t let me down, there’s no way I can survive alone..

I don’t know, why things end up this way, or why it can’t be enough, but my point is, I am not...

Thu, 24 Jan 2013 21:53:16 -0500

I don’t know, why things end up this way, or why it can’t be enough, but my point is, I am not happy, I’m not glad to be here, I can’t enjoy all those beautiful things in this world I’m just too fucked over. I try, god don’t tell me i decided to feel this way. I used to be normal, I think, but I got lost. I became someone that’s a stranger to me. Or maybe I’ve been that person all my life I was just too young to notice it. Maybe I’m never going to change, so I don’t see the point of living anymore if its just to exist, I spend the last five years thinking that It will gets better, that I would stop feeling so confused, but that was a joke wasn’t it? I went back to the same place I was before, broken, tired, worthless, lonely.. I don’t see the point why I endured all this pain, if its to come back there. I’m sick of it, something is wrong with me, there’s no way I can be normal. But why? Why do I have to be me.

Always have been you

Mon, 21 Jan 2013 22:38:25 -0500

My mind may have changed through the time, but the feelings I have for you, it grows everyday, I love you more and more. But, it destroys my life

I got tired, to write all those things about you, about the fact that I love you as hell, and that I...

Wed, 16 Jan 2013 22:05:40 -0500

I got tired, to write all those things about you, about the fact that I love you as hell, and that I miss you. You know I got tired to be left apart, not to know how what youre thinking and why you are not fucking texting me. It just that, I don’t see the point anymore, maybe you are a coward too, and that’s too bad because I’m not going to chase you anymore, I’m tired. I’ll keep loving you, oh that is not going to change, it can’t. But to be honest I feel happier the less you are in my life, it was too painful to wait for your texts, I’m in peace now, I love you but I give up, literally.

214

Fri, 28 Dec 2012 02:06:45 -0500

Its not that life is too hard without you, it’s that it is not worth living without you in it.

I fucked things up, I blamed you but really I was the one who pushed you away. I was so scare, so...

Wed, 12 Dec 2012 14:21:27 -0500

I fucked things up, I blamed you but really I was the one who pushed you away. I was so scare, so weak. I’m not asking for forgiveness I’m tired of it, so fucking sick and tired of it. I don’t want to keep pretend I don’t love you, I want to stop loving you. You’re a curse to me, you tear me apart, it hurts. You’ve got no idea how it feels, to love with all your soul, someone who doesn’t love you back.

There’s a reason why things get so fucked up. I guess we were not meant to be together, at less not...

Wed, 12 Dec 2012 14:14:55 -0500

There’s a reason why things get so fucked up. I guess we were not meant to be together, at less not yet. But I’ I’m not giving up, not as long as you’ won’t tell me you don’t want me to be in your life.

Photo

Sun, 09 Dec 2012 15:02:46 -0500

I would like to tell the world but I need to keep it inside. For god sake, I LOVE HER so fucking...

Mon, 03 Dec 2012 00:09:54 -0500

I would like to tell the world but I need to keep it inside. For god sake, I LOVE HER so fucking much

Do whatever the shit you want, get me really fucked over, I don’t mind, I’m not going...

Tue, 20 Nov 2012 22:51:10 -0500

Do whatever the shit you want, get me really fucked over, I don’t mind, I’m not going to stop loving you.

You have no idea how much I love you, and I almost think it’s a good thing, because I think it...

Wed, 14 Nov 2012 23:28:43 -0500

You have no idea how much I love you, and I almost think it’s a good thing, because I think it would scared you, I don’t think you could understand, and neither to feel the same. So, I don’t see the point to ler you know the truth.

I’ve learned something, of course that I can live without him, but I can’t be happy in...

Wed, 31 Oct 2012 00:23:54 -0400

I’ve learned something, of course that I can live without him, but I can’t be happy in this situation, my saddest is so strong, than it leave no place to happiness, for now, I’m stuck between the fact that I desperately want to be with him but that I don’t want to mess it up again, I don’t want him to think that I am playing with his feelings. And actually, I can’t tell him that I still love him so much because I’m scared to find out, he’s done with me, to see he has moved on, that he’s going to find someone else. I can’t stand to the idea of seeing him with another girl, I love him so much, but I’m a curse, I can’t make him happy, just so he can’t really make me happy neither, at least not all the time, I was so fucking tired of our problems. I miss them now, I wish we could still be trying to make things work out. It’s my fault, I gave up on us, I changed my mind now, but it’s too late. The thing is, I love you.

Photo

Fri, 19 Oct 2012 21:13:53 -0400

I love her.

Mon, 15 Oct 2012 23:29:10 -0400

I love her.

This is easier to see the wrong part of a story than the good ones, because once something hurts...

Mon, 01 Oct 2012 22:13:42 -0400

This is easier to see the wrong part of a story than the good ones, because once something hurts you, whatever happen, something is broken.

I know it’s a mistake, but I need to make it, because I think there’s a chance it can...

Fri, 21 Sep 2012 00:18:55 -0400

I know it’s a mistake, but I need to make it, because I think there’s a chance it can works, and it could be my greatest mistake.

Nothing as changed, I still love you, and you still don’t even know. I couldn’t find the...

Sat, 08 Sep 2012 01:32:44 -0400

Nothing as changed, I still love you, and you still don’t even know. I couldn’t find the strength to tell you, it scares me to death, I can’t lose you, so I rather be only a simple friend than be become a stranger. I’m a fucking coward, And I’m so weak. Loving you isn’t that easy, I’m wasting all my energy to think of you, to imagine what we could be, to try to live without you, it’s hard you know, because you’re always in my mind, but you’re never there, I need to keep my head busy, but I can’t, it makes me happy to think of you. I would even say that, loving you is what im doing better.

I don't know who I am anymore

Thu, 02 Aug 2012 00:06:08 -0400

Could it be true? Can I find myself in you? I need you to know, I might be falling in love with you, I’m dying, I need you, I need us. I’ll wait for you, always, can you feel the same for me, i’m begin you. I feel so bad, it makes me wanna die, I’ve been trying to fight, I’m tired of this, it’s scared me. Can somebody out there understand? I love girls, I think, I’m not even sure, I don’t know anything anymore. But I know that in I close my eyes, when I’m all alone, I want her, and when I see her, I wanna kiss her. I just wish she could love me, and that we could find the strength to be together. There’s someday I just wanna srew up with my life, what’s the point, i’m so scared of the future, I’m just not sure I wanna live it.

Something you said, stayed in my head, it’s pushing my down, I love you